This blogs name, and title are based on a hardcore band from Merrimack Valley, Boston, Massachusetts that goes by the name
Guns Up!, song titled "
Foolin' Who" off of their first full length released in 2005 by 1917 records.
The song is about people who specifically front, or put on an act then sit around and more then likely pat themselves on the back for attempting to live a life, they know is only a lie. They eventually are figured out, and every one knows they were never REAL. I chose that song as the theme of what will either be a:
1) very committed to, journal or
2) a journal that I show half effort to, and can only really write in two times a month. Either way, I will do my best to share what little thought I maintain in my skull, and throw it into this blog.
I haven't really themed this blog yet in my mind, to a structure. I hope that it would turn out, organized and concise, but as of right now, I am only starting this because I believe it is healthy to have somewhere to write, and even if others are not reading it, it is there for curious eyes. If it were not for the option to express myself, I would probably implode(explode from the inside out, for the lay-person). I'm a talker, I wear my emotions as a shirt, not on my sleeve, but as a shirt. That is something I am constantly working at. Because when I get worked up, I say things I have to dig myself out of later, or I become disrespectful, or blunt. Like James talks about in the Bible, the tongue is un-tamable, and I prove that.
My mind wants to go so many different directions, so I guess...
This Is Where IT Ends,
Alex Vee
